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Agatsuma Soubi ([personal profile] lifelessbeloved) wrote2012-02-24 04:29 am

Open CR post

[Soubi is smoking and waiting for someone who expressed an interest in meeting him.]
rubyprism: A girl in a white dress sits reading in an open window. (reading time)

[personal profile] rubyprism 2012-03-09 01:45 am (UTC)(link)

> [Soubi stops walking. He turns fully towards you and puts a hand on either side of your head. He spreads them apart a little, so that they aren't actually touching you and there's space, while he tries to feel for an energy field. He then puts a brief, tightly controlled flick of power through his hands, eyes never leaving your face.]

[I know that magic isn't accomplished by thinking at things really hard. At the same time, I feel like a flitting consciousness is not what's going to bring out any flickers of anything that I do have. So I just take a deep breath and relax and stare blankly back at him, letting him read whatever's there. I have to keep shoving aside worries about what he'll find or what he won't find, though.]



> What you mean is, you'd betray all of that in a heartbeat, if I asked you to prove yourself.

I never asked to be part of all that. I was just assumed to be part of it because I existed and nobody could imagine that there was any other space where I could be existing. I never made it any promises. So there's nothing to betray.



> [He's mildly tempted to knock you out, take you home, and call his sensei.]

[Well, that would be embarrassing. ...It's not like I expected to accomplish much, anyway. But trying hasn't hurt anything except, potentially, my pride.]